Disappointment. But an Open Door

So after deep discussion with my mom, we decided that I will just not be able to go to my mission to China this year.  I'm really upset about it, but i know God will use this to open up other doors.  The reason  was unable to join the team in their journey is because of the many other things I am devoted to to accomplish over the summer including; a years worth of foreign language, enhancing studies in music (guitar, piano, and vocal), leadership at the church, drivers education, going to summer camp, getting a job and also exercise. These this take both time and (other than the job) money, which both my family and I am running short on. But Toni did insure me an open door for next years trip, which I'm dedicated to going to! pray for me please.